m - 16 july 2001
From: Michele
Sent: Monday, July 16, 2001 9:48 PM
Subject: babies all around!
Hi Anne!
I’m glad you had a nice weekend. The weather here was pretty nice. A couple of times it looked like it was going to rain- but it didn’t. We saw baby Mark again. He got even more pretty. I was holding him for about 1/2 hour, just watching him sleep and feeling real calm and peaceful. There’s nothing like holding a baby for someone to realize how precious life is and how wonderful God is. Our next door neighbors just had a baby too, Maizy, and we saw her yesterday too. She’s a sweet little thing. Yep, there’s just babies all around here!
Yeah, I don’t want to talk to Bank Tellers too much because I don’t want to mess them up either. I know I can’t talk and count money at the same time. I have to concentrate really hard. When I’m focused on one thing, I can’t really think of anything else.
How’s the Angel site going? I should tell my friend, Dana about it. She’s the one who’s in love with James Marsters but she likes David B too. Didja know that James was on Hollywood Squares last week? I don’t like him the way she does, but there is definitely something sexy about him. I can understand about the weirdoes that e-mail the Angel site. THere are a lot of sickees out there! I admit I haven’t been working on my web page. I think its because I’m so stressed out this week because of the ornament premiere on Saturday and everything. After things calm down, I’ll work on it!
I figured that "shaft of his being" had to be from a romance novel. In VC Andrews books its always described as "his hardness." Please. Why don’t they say things like "his hot dog" or "his weiner." or "his pee-pee" or "his wenis" (Danielle and I made that word up) 
Giggle-giggle. Oh! I have another "would you …. for a million dollars" but I’ll save that for the "new questions" section.
Glad you didn’t have to touch any weird things for the FOH inventory. That reminded me of this catalog I get in the mail sometimes (I get a catalog for everything. I guess when you order from one, your name just automatically gets passed around to everyone else!) . Its called "Lovers Lane". Some of the stuff in there… good grief! Like the "Love Swing" and they actually show pictures of men and women … um .. using it. Its hysterical. And also they have men’s underwear but there is a big hole cute out and his um … "Shaft of his being" is just hanging out there in plain sight. The one page had about four or five of them, and the one day I was chasing Danielle around the house, trying to force her to look at them. (giggle-giggle). As you can guess, she is extremely modest. I’m so cruel to her, aren’t I? (lol). I like Victoria’s Secret, actually. Their clothes are sexy but not sleazy and I think there’s a huge difference.
Yes, you told me about Arnold Vosloo being on Charmed. Oh my lord- he is so sexy! (sorry, I had to say it!) His voice alone is enough to make me go into orgasmic orbit! Could you imagine if he was at the Barnes-n-Noble in my neighborhood, reading a story to children. I’d be sitting there among all those five and six-year olds and as he begins, "Once Upon A Time …" or whatever I’ll be like "OH! OHHH!" He’ll ask me, "Excuse me, Miss, are you all right? Are you having some kind of attack?" "No, sexy. I’m just fine. Do you have a cigarette?" God, I’m so bad, aren’t I? 
No, I don’t know where Chaz is now. I’m assuming he’s still living in my old neighborhood. The last few times I’ve been up there I haven’t seen him, but that doesn’t necessarily mean that he moved. I do want to see him again, but whoever I visit my old neighborhood, I’m always petrified that I will see him. I think I would rather him come into ***** or something while I’m working because I’m in my element, you know? Now, I don’t know what would call for Chaz to be in a ***** store, but stranger things have happened! I think another reason why I’m scared to see him again is because once I do and if nothing really does happen, then I’ll know that it truly wasn’t meant to be for him. I think as long as that chapter of my life hasn’t been closed yet, I’ll still have that tiny ray of hope in me. I know I’ve said this a million times before, but there was just this connection between us. Chaz was usually aloof, goofing around, you know, that type of person. One day he went in my line and for like a split second, his eyes locked with mine and he looked like he was ready to burst into tears. It was almost as if he was saying to me, "Please don’t stop praying for me." Ok, I’ll shut up about him for now!
questions answered
what would I do if my husband cheated on me?- I would have to divorce him. One time thing or ongoing thing- the thought of my husband doing anything with another woman (even something as small as holding hands) would make my flesh crawl. He could have slept with 100 women before me, but once we make a commitment to each other, it will be me and only me! I don’t think any marriage counselor in the world could repair the broken trust.
what way do I liked baked potatoes?- butter, sour cream. I like your input about the BBQ sauce. Yum! Oh! Brummel and Brown too.
Do I any posters hanging up in my room?- no, but I have an X-Files calendar and an Anne Geddes Calendar hanging up. (Mitch is featured this month on the X-files one. Growl!)
If I could pick, would I want my baby to be a boy or a girl?- Ok, first of all, as long as it’s healthy, I don’t care, but if I had to pick, I’d say girl. Why? Well, I just love the name Isabella Danielle so much!
Have I/would I ever give or been given blood- I had to take a blood test once. Does that count? I would give blood, the only problem is my veins are so small and when I took the blood test, I was poked and prodded about a dozen times before the doctor found a vein. I don’t want to go through that again!
Have I ever laughed so hard milk came out of my nose?- no, but once I laughed so hard, whatever I was drinking went down the wrong pipe and I had a coughing fit!
movie- Die Hard
tv show- Full House (thought 3rd Rock was hilarious!)
cd- Expose-Exposure
funny moment- in an episode of Third Rock. I think John Lithgow’s character (I haven’t watched the show in awhile so I forgot their names!) was jealous of a male friend of Jane Curtin’s character, who was a writer and was doing a book signing. Anyway, John Lithgow bursts into the bookstore, holding a book and says really loud, "This man is a fake and he should be accused of plagiarism! I have proof that every word in that book has been written somewhere else! (he holds up the book he is holding) Perhaps you’ve heard of the dictionary?!" I don’t know if that’s the exact quote, but you get the jist of it.
new questions,
how long does it take for you to read a book- if its a book I can really get into probably no less than three or four days. The longer it takes for me to read a book, the more bored with it I am.
ever read more than one book at a time?- I tried it once, but it was too confusing.
ever read a book more than once?- yes. I’ve read Steven King’s The Stand about four times! It is one of my all time favorite books.
what color/colors do you like to wear?- dark green, dark blue, dark red, black, probably any color just as long as it isn’t pastel.
have you ever tried drugs?- no
do you use coupons when you go grocery shopping?- sometimes.
do you "comparison shop" or do you just grab the first thing that looks good to you?- I just grab it and go!
ok here’s the million dollar question- for a million dollars would you only say the word "Penis" for 24 hours straight? (how do I come up with these things?)- I don’t think I could. First of all I’d be pretty embarrassed. Also I’d be laughing too hard.
Have you ever traveled alone?- no
well, that’s it for now. Till next time, take care and God bless!
Michele
