Chix Chat

From: Michele
Sent: Friday, September 07, 2001 6:59 AM
Subject: This week IM going to have the four day weekend!

Hi Anne!

How are you this lovely Friday morning?  Me?  Well, you know that saying "I have good news and I have bad news?"  Well here’s my good and bad "news" for today:  Good-I have a four day weekend!  Yahoo!  Bad-I just started my period so I’ll probably have cramps and nasty emotional mood swings on those days!  Good- The Alabama concert is tomorrow night! Yee-haw!  Bad- I just started my period so I’ll probably have cramps ….(you get my point!)  Oh, the price we women have to pay!

Kristen said her friend is doing better.  That’s good.  Nora is having her surgery in January. I don’t know why she’s waiting so long. I asked her if it was okay for her to wait so long and she told me that her doctor told her that it was ok.  I think part of the reason why she’s waiting is becacause she’s scared.  She told me that she was in so much pain when she was in the recovery room after her first surgery, and her doctor told her that this time the pain is going to be a lot worse.  I can’t help to keep on thinking back to the whole fiasco of the money being stolen (I told you about that, didn’t I?) and how Nora had to go back to work almost a month early when she should have been resting.  Maybe this is the reason why she has to have her surgery redone.  If that is the reason and if something happens to her this time- I will never forgive Pat and Amy.  I wonder how in the world can they live with themselves?  Thank you for keeping Nora in your prayers.

So, did you see Jurassic Park 3?  What did you think of it?  We’re you on the edge of your seat, biting your nails, trying not to scream like I was?  Isn’t Sam Neil to die for?  His voice!  I also love his eyes.  Do you think I give a rat’s ass that he’s in his late forites/early fifties?  Heck no!

Last night Shelly and I went to the movies.  We saw The Others.  Excellent movie.  It’s scary, but not on the lines of those stupid teen slasher movies.  It was more scary along the lines of The Sixth Sense and What Lies Beneath.  I think Nicole Kidman is beautiful.  Tom Cruise is such a moron for leaving her.  Men-I don’t know where the heck their brains are sometimes!

I had checked out that crossdaily website.  And I have thought about placing an ad in the pen pals section.  I liked the ad you placed.  You don’t sound desperate at all.  Good luck to you with it.  I want to place an ad, but I just feel something stopping me.  I just think that going through a dating service or  something like that goes against everything I believe in.  And I admire you for being braver than I.

Danielle went out with Brian again last night.  Let me ask you if I’m being selfish or blowing things out of porportion- When I was at work, Shelly suggested that we go to the movies.  Kristen was going to go to, but she later found out she had to pick her sister up from soccer practice.  Anyway, we were going to the 9:30 show.  IT was around 4 and I called Danielle.  I asked her if she and Brian were still going out.  "Yes".  me-"what time?"  her-"around six." me-"where are you going?"  her-"I think just over to his house." me-"are you eating dinner there?"  "no, I think we’re just going to hang out."  SO then I asked her if she would like to go to the movies with us.  I mean, she could "hang out" with Brian for a few hours, come home and go to the movies with me, Kristen and Shelly.  But she said no.  I don’t know, I got kinda angry, even though I just said "fine."  So of course when I got home from the movies I raved to her about how good it was.  "You should had came with us," I told her.  This is so awful for me to say (but I know I can be honest with you) but if Brain would break up with her- I would feel relieved.  God, looking back at that sentence, I feel like such a cretin!  It’s just that I get so scared that I’ll never meet anyone!  Last night I just stared crying.  I couldn’t help it.  My mom, who can be so clueless sometimes asks "What are you crying for?".  I didn’t even bother with a respose.  If she can’t understand the pain and loniness I am facing right now, the confusion and how I can’t understand what God is doing here, why should I even have to explain it?  I try to hide my broken heart.  I don’t want others to see my weakness.  I want everyone to think that my life is just hunky-dory, and for the most part it is.  I just don’t want anyone to pity me.  You are one of the few people who I can talk to about this.  I think it’s because you are facing the same thing so I know you understand what I’m going through.

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>TV - The Facts Of Life (Loved step by step!)
>Movie - The Others
>Song - Lady Marmalade- Mya, Pink, Lil’ Kim and Christina Agularia (or however you spell her name!)
>CD - Supertramp-Breakfast In America