Chix Chat

From: Michele
Sent: Thursday, September 13, 2001 8:19 AM
Subject: Shaken, but not defeated!

Hi Anne!

I  was doing a lot of crying yesterday.  Gee, can you guess why?  Now that they’re starting to idenditfy the victims, this nightmare is more real than ever.  I know as Christians, we’re supposed to forgive the people who did this, but that’s near impossible to do! And it’s difficult for me to believe that God can forgive these people, much less love them!  It really  disturbed me when I saw those people jumping to their deaths from the WTC.  I don’t consider that suicide.  They were probably so scared they weren’t thinking straight.  We did have one small victory.  The plane that crashed in PA was headed for Washington Dc, either for The White House, Air Force One, or possibly Camp David (Maryland) but three very brave passengers tried to take over the hijackers and the plane crashed in a field.  I am sure those three brave men did not meet death with fear, but with trimuph.  God, how I wish someone on each of those planes had a gun!  I understood the hijackers used knives and box cutters!  If one of the passengers had a gun, he (or she) could have shot those bastards and none of this would have happen!

I’m sorry for ranting about this.  but I’m angry!  And sad!  And scared!  I feel that whoever did this is making a fool out of us. I mean, what’s the point of all this airport security if something like this can happen?

What is Mr. Aussie’s name?  Maybe my mom chats with him.  She also wants to go to Australia and she’s always in the Australia chat room.  She’s made a lot of friends in there.  The only chat room I go into is the enigmamusic.com chat room.  I like it because theres usually only a few people in there so it’s not too confusing.  Chatting is pretty fun.  I had  a real nice talk with this guy Chris the other day.  He’s from Belgium.  You would never know some of these people were from foreign countries unless they said.  Their english is perfect.  Hurry up and get a computer so you and I can chat!  Can you imagine how fun that would be?

Ok, I’m going to vent my men frustratations.  I just don’t understand why God isn’t helping us!  I mean, ok, I don’t go out a lot, but when I do, why can’t something happen?  Take last night for example.  After work Danielle and I went to Eat-N-Park for coffee and dessert.  Do you think that maybe, possibly my future husband could have been there as well?  No!  Everyone tells me it’s going to happen when I least expect it.  Problem is, I’m always expecting it!  Every day I wake up and wonder, "Is this the day?"  I just don’t understand why God’s making me (and you) wait so long!

Where is John Inman moving?  About asking him for his e-mail… I’d say what the hell, go for it!  If he doesn’t seem too enthusiastic about it, just poliety accept his e-mail and maybe send him a few forwards but stop after that.  Yeah, I’m sure you would like to touch him, all right!

I’m not sure about the gas prices here.  I’ll have to ask Danielle or my dad.  Wow, you spend $80 a month on gas?!  Too bad cars didn’t run on water!

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> today’s recommendation-   the episode of Touched By An Angel titled "Something Blue".  for a full summary of the episode click on this link:  http://www.touched.com/episodeguide/seasonthree/308.html

That is how I want to get married!!

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Well, that’s it for now.  Hope you have a good day!  Pray for peace!  God bless!

Michele